I just found out that my cousin killed herself, it is really hard and I am still in shock. I saw her about three weeks ago at my grandpa’s funeral, it was really nice to see her since she is from my dad’s side and it was my mom’s dad who died. I have not seen her in a long time, I have lost contact with that side of my family due to drama; me her and her brother used to be extremely close makes me really sad.
At my grandpa’s funeral it was weird, she apologized for a lot of thing; losing contact, not keeping in contact when I was in Iraq, and some stuff that happened when we were kids. I thought she was apologizing as part of a program or something (she had problems with drugs and alcohol, and manic depression), but I really think she was making peace before she moved on.
I am just so shocked, I feel like I want to throw up…
October 28, 2007 at 8:10 pm
damn jeff
im sorry to hear your loss my friend. I wish you and your family a quick recovery from your terrible loss. Keep her in your mind im sure you dont need to be told that. If you ever need to talk hit me up you know im always down for listening to my fellow brother. *hugs* keep strong my friend.
October 28, 2007 at 10:05 pm
Jeff,
I am very sorry for your loss- as I told you earlier. I know there is nothing anyone can say to make anything any better, but just know that I am here for you if you want to talk about it or just vent a little. Try keep your chin up. It must be hard to be in Indiana right now. Try not to let it make your week any feel any longer.
Much Love,
Alitha
October 28, 2007 at 10:16 pm
I am so sorry Jeff. If you need anything just let me know.
October 29, 2007 at 1:54 am
Babe, I’m so sorry for what you are going through. Doesn’t seem like you can catch a break these days. If you need anything, at anytime, please call. I’m here for you regardless of time or date, even if you just need to yell into the phone for a while. I’m looking forward to seeing you in less than a month. Take care of yourself and know that there is nothing you could have done to change the events that have occurred.
Love you!
~K
October 29, 2007 at 5:00 am
Oh man….
This really sucks man…If there is anything I can do don’t be afraid to ask….
Your family will be in my thoughts….
October 30, 2007 at 3:32 am
Sorry about your sadness Jeff…. My cousin di the same thing about 15 years ago. It hurts.